apologize: one republic

it's not that im ignoring or avoiding the situation... or that im running away from it and doing nothing....
but the fact that i've tried to do everything i could, i've tried to apologize, i've tried to make it up... i've asked if there's anything i can do...
and the answer given was 'no. no there isnt'

so that is why.
im creating space...
space to cool off...space to think....space to breathe....space to live

space to move forward and go on from here...

i'm not trying to shut you out or anything, but i'm here and ready to talk whenever.
i believe in my heart that i've sincerely brought it to God, and i've left it at His feet...
and i've repented and asked for forgiveness... and really there's nothing more i can do, but pray and wait.

i do hope you can forgive me one day, and that you can see and appreciate the fact that i opened up and was honest, even though it's not something easy to just share. i'm not proud of it, but i was honest and told you about it, and still better said then, than much later, or never said at all.

the ball's on your court....
for the record, i AM sorry.